[He knew what he was doing, and he was good at it. He always had been. How is youth any kind of justification? He's an adult, and has been for a while. He may not have understood what he was agreeing to when he let the man whisk him away back then, not at that age, but..... since then?
He had done it all deliberately, with full understanding of the consequences of his actions. Hell, he'd even enjoyed plenty of it. He can't just make excuses for himself. He hadn't even tried to leave until it was more convenient to leave than to stay.
It feels like one more bit of deceit and manipulation, that Cor still loves him--that he feels bad for him, instead of just appalled. Still..... it's hard not to soften under the gentle warmth of Cor's affection, and the brush of lips against bare skin. Will reaches up behind him to wrap an arm around Cor's neck, nuzzling back into the man's chest.
He can stop talking now, right.....? He's explained why the mask is there, now--both masks, even. Surely that's enough heavy topics while they're trying to relax.]
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[He knew what he was doing, and he was good at it. He always had been. How is youth any kind of justification? He's an adult, and has been for a while. He may not have understood what he was agreeing to when he let the man whisk him away back then, not at that age, but..... since then?
He had done it all deliberately, with full understanding of the consequences of his actions. Hell, he'd even enjoyed plenty of it. He can't just make excuses for himself. He hadn't even tried to leave until it was more convenient to leave than to stay.
It feels like one more bit of deceit and manipulation, that Cor still loves him--that he feels bad for him, instead of just appalled. Still..... it's hard not to soften under the gentle warmth of Cor's affection, and the brush of lips against bare skin. Will reaches up behind him to wrap an arm around Cor's neck, nuzzling back into the man's chest.
He can stop talking now, right.....? He's explained why the mask is there, now--both masks, even. Surely that's enough heavy topics while they're trying to relax.]
I'm glad I'm here with you, too.