When you had exactly zero sources of positive reinforcement, suddenly having even this much was. A Lot? It was kind of a lot, and sometimes it made a funny warm feeling in his chest that he couldn't figure out. (Was it happiness or a weird, gentle heartburn. Who knew.)

Kai snorted a little at that. "That might be pushing it a little," he said softly, knowing there was absolutely nothing to cheer him on in. "S'nice of you to say though. I guess that's kinda what I mean."