[ Now that he's talking his thoughts out and the other doesn't seem to be speaking up in response, Zenitsu continues with his ramblings some more, although now he's a lot calmer and without tears. ]

I mean..... I'm not sure if you've seen the network writing. We have been friends, he has been my very first friend, and then we became more than that? He's always had a different place in my thoughts because of his sounds, it made me feel safer... But now he's not here. It's kinda like I'm back to before I've met him, in a way.

[ His thought regarding memories keep coming back up as he talks. Maybe he shouldn't have agreed to get together. Zenitsu's all too familiar with feeling lonely, but because of the sudden departure, it only leaves a bigger hole than he first anticipated.

It sucks, dude. ]