[ This is a bit... surreal, honestly. It isn't something he'd ever even entertained the thought of happening. His brow furrows as he hears those words, and there's a faint... jolt? of surprise... ]
A-... ah...
[ It sounds like such a stupid noise coming out of his throat, honestly. He tensely releases a breath, biting down on the inner part of his bottom lip. ]
That's-... You really-...?
[ Why does he care that much...? But, then, there was how Akira had acted just over seeing him... So, in the end, is it really such a surprise? Or it is more just his mind playing those cruel tricks, spawned from the years of neglect? Heh. ]
I never meant for that to be how things went... Sorry for being so- careless...
[ Voice a tad bit tense, he continues to look away. He falls quiet not long after, hand very briefly moving up and down Akira's arm. Discreetly, his hold on Akira tightens. ]
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A-... ah...
[ It sounds like such a stupid noise coming out of his throat, honestly. He tensely releases a breath, biting down on the inner part of his bottom lip. ]
That's-... You really-...?
[ Why does he care that much...? But, then, there was how Akira had acted just over seeing him... So, in the end, is it really such a surprise? Or it is more just his mind playing those cruel tricks, spawned from the years of neglect? Heh. ]
I never meant for that to be how things went... Sorry for being so- careless...
[ Voice a tad bit tense, he continues to look away. He falls quiet not long after, hand very briefly moving up and down Akira's arm. Discreetly, his hold on Akira tightens. ]