It is not, and I will forever be grateful that we were able to get married. There were a great many years where one of my main worries was that my father would push some kind of arranged marriage on me.

[They were in the middle of a war after all and Lucis is so important to him. Regis really doesn't know what his decision would have been, or maybe he does and that is why he hates thinking about it so much.]

I suspect things would be very different if we had not wed.