We may always come to fear such things, with our experiences...
[ In some ways, she is projecting and she knows she is, but she can't help those feelings. She wants things to be better for him, much as with her own son who similarly had accepted a supposed fate, as much as she does not want to lose Lup and the possibility of a future, but she yet knows the dangers of hopefulness, how things might become twisted regardless of intent.
But here, she draws a little out of that fog to look back toward him, ears giving an alert twinge at his shift in position. ]
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[ In some ways, she is projecting and she knows she is, but she can't help those feelings. She wants things to be better for him, much as with her own son who similarly had accepted a supposed fate, as much as she does not want to lose Lup and the possibility of a future, but she yet knows the dangers of hopefulness, how things might become twisted regardless of intent.
But here, she draws a little out of that fog to look back toward him, ears giving an alert twinge at his shift in position. ]
Please... go on, when you are ready.