[If anyone could, it would be her. Afraid as he was to trust anyone else with the truth, he knew Lup and Honerva could understand different sides of it better than most anyone.]
I don’t-...I am not trying to be so haunted by a potential outcome that I forget the present, but it is yet a fear I can not ignore and would have the people I love be aware of the possibility. I would...want to think that if that came to pass here, I might yet keep some shred of myself and not be completely lost. But even that seems...unlikely, knowing what I’m to become.
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[If anyone could, it would be her. Afraid as he was to trust anyone else with the truth, he knew Lup and Honerva could understand different sides of it better than most anyone.]
I don’t-...I am not trying to be so haunted by a potential outcome that I forget the present, but it is yet a fear I can not ignore and would have the people I love be aware of the possibility. I would...want to think that if that came to pass here, I might yet keep some shred of myself and not be completely lost. But even that seems...unlikely, knowing what I’m to become.