I had doubts I could bear losing...several who have vanished, for myriad reasons. Truth be told, for how their absences still sting I fear I haven't at all. It's...frightening. The idea that you, Lup, Noctis, Regis--that any of you could disappear from my sight terrifies me beyond measure.

I suppose that what I'm trying to say is that I understand. I wish there were some way to help that unease and fear, but if there is I do not know it.