[ The memory was unpleasant. It was a harrowing battle, and it was done all while someone was left bleeding out and unable to be reached-- as if Nyx hasn't experienced that upon a battlefield before. The feeling of helplessness from losing someone and guilt of not doing more is too familiar, and not one he had thought he'd be reliving anytime soon. Doing better is something one can only accomplish in the future-- becoming stronger, becoming faster, becoming more powerful, and able to protect all one cares about, or sacrificing as need be.
The future is out of his hands, and Noctis knows that future. From how he doesn't tell more of it further, perhaps it's not the best. Despite his charged words and anger earlier, this remains true: the future lies with Noctis. No amount of frustration, from learning this or having died, will change that. ]
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The future is out of his hands, and Noctis knows that future. From how he doesn't tell more of it further, perhaps it's not the best. Despite his charged words and anger earlier, this remains true: the future lies with Noctis. No amount of frustration, from learning this or having died, will change that. ]
Then I'll you you get on that.